when the robot breaks down...

two days MC! I think I really need some rest.

Thanks everyone, I will be okay.

Fell

A game of touch rugby match during pe lesson.
My foot got caught in the nets of a goal post.
I tried hard but can't get out.
I moved forward and I fell.
Trapped in the nets.

It's all in a mess.
I no longer know what I want.

It's all about enduring, pushing your limits, nth is impossible...
I thought i learnt all that.
I thought.
It's abt telling yourself not to stop in a run,
telling youself it is not tiring.
But maybe it is not your legs that is aching,
it may not be that you are breathless and feel like stopping.

What if you have collapsed and fainted?
What if you are injured?
I wonder...

Sometimes I really want to make a choice.
I want to choose and decide.
I dont need to be a hero.
So what if I can help them,
at the end of the day, I need help myself.
Heros die early I guess...

Very lost....

Map Reading...

Where am I now?
I have no idea.
Finding my directions...

Wear and tear;
low battery;
system shutting down;

Ultimately, I know what matters the most still....