Time to start other work...

Promotional Exams are finally over!
As for how it was, I guess I shall not comment, let's hope that it will turn out okay.

Biology is pretty interesting, I think I'm kind of interested in it. Ytd last paper was biology MCQ, pretty difficult but I dunno why I had fun doing it. Hahah weird. Kind of fun and challenging yeah. Not too bad. Oh and I rmb I sign up for the biology pharmacy camp, think it will be very interesting! (:

Movie ytd after last paper. Then we had some crazy ideas of going to swim all of a sudden. Hahah yeah so me, lion, wj and ck went home change and go swim. So funny. But I guess it was pretty relaxing and fun. Although we are like JC already, but we still acted like some kids splashing water. Hahah but not bad, can relax after stressful exams.

Oh recently my passion for chinese came back. Gone for quite awhile. Ever since my lousy hcl grade of b4. Can't believe I actually thought of taking chinese lit. Hahaha. But gave up bcoz of a small setback in my results. For ppl who knw me well, they will knw I like to write poems in chinese and they will definitely knw abt my crazy idea to write a book. Hahah. Recently, I found my friend's friend who is equally crazy over chinese. She randomly will write some poems de. So that day, I finally decided to awake my chinese talent to compete with her hahah. She is very pro, and my chinese quite rusty. But not bad, quite fun. Hahah. And also, thanks to radio ni hai you ge wo story, I began to think of some new ideas as well. Cool. hahah. Okay this is random.

Studying time is over, but slacking time has not came yet. Camps and camps waiting for me to plan, pw WR deadline, OP coming as well.... Alright, time to work..again...

Rain...

I am trying hard, very very hard. Well, I guess it's hard too. Many months of chemistry to be mastered within like hmmm 3 days? Pretty impossible. Eh NO! Nth is impossible!!! but just that the nth might include some things. haha I dunno what I'm talking about.

It's always like that I dunno why. Why ppl can get so prepared that they can maybe hmmm go to bed at 10 or 11 and enjoy their sleep before exams... and me, 2 hours 2 hours, 3 hours, 5 hours for consecutive 4 days? I sleep at 11 too.... but i wake up at 1 all the way to exams. But surprisingly, pretty awake and perhaps, rather aware of the situation I'm in. Yeah, but it's okay, the battle has not ended and my will to fight has not ended as well. Yupps...

Sometimes I'm thought of Instructor Selection Camp that I volunteered to take. Wanted it to be rather meaningful for them. Hmmm we even decide to include things like balancing ur studies, commitments and sjab... But it's like an irony. I am teaching. WOW. Hey sec1s and 2s, it is impt to know how to balance ur life. Studies are impt as well... you have to be able to manage ur studies and do well for exams like like hmmm me? maybe not... yeah weird and funny for me to talking abt such things. But since I promise to take this camp, I will definitely do a good job. Haha.

Recently weather kind of hot. It would be good for more rain. Although I dun really like them. It's like very very sad when it rains. Dunno why too. Maybe we cant see clearly during the rain, we cant see those nice things that is in front of us, it blurs our vision and direction. But it's alright chinese we always use "yu guo tian qing". after that will have rainbow and sun, woohoo cool. Yeah, not giving up. Back to study....

Now I know...

I'm one foot on the retaining path...

Studies have to be consistent work I guess, esp for JCs. I should have known that. Not O levels whereby you can just slack and study last min for miracles to happen. Miracles wont happen now.

Still two more days of exams on mon and tues to determine my fate.

If only I know, I wont make the same mistakes. Idon't play games. I wonder where all my time gone to. If only I cut down on the number of activities I go back. If only I study much earlier. If only I completed all my hw all the time. If only.

Dad told me before in life there is no such thing as ru guo (if only), because if there is, no one would make mistakes. They just have to change the mistakes from happening which is not possible, because it happened.

I went back for almost all the activities in the year. All the competition teams training. But I didnt go back for the last two activities. I didnt go back to take the award during Champions day. I guess all these aren't that important after all. Studies always come first.

Now I know, but is it too late?