Now I know...

I'm one foot on the retaining path...

Studies have to be consistent work I guess, esp for JCs. I should have known that. Not O levels whereby you can just slack and study last min for miracles to happen. Miracles wont happen now.

Still two more days of exams on mon and tues to determine my fate.

If only I know, I wont make the same mistakes. Idon't play games. I wonder where all my time gone to. If only I cut down on the number of activities I go back. If only I study much earlier. If only I completed all my hw all the time. If only.

Dad told me before in life there is no such thing as ru guo (if only), because if there is, no one would make mistakes. They just have to change the mistakes from happening which is not possible, because it happened.

I went back for almost all the activities in the year. All the competition teams training. But I didnt go back for the last two activities. I didnt go back to take the award during Champions day. I guess all these aren't that important after all. Studies always come first.

Now I know, but is it too late?